fucking stupid cunt

MRS. ALAN IS A FUCKING CUNT AND SHE NEEDS TO LEAVE ME ALONE. I SWEAR TO GOD SHE NEEDS TO FALL DOWN A FLIGHT OF STAIRS AND BREAK HER HIP. SHE SHOULD NOT BE THE PRINCIBAL OF THE BOCES SHE DONT EVEN CARE ABOUT THE STUDENTS, I AM SO PISSED OFF I CANT STOP CRING EVERYTHING IS PISSING ME OFF AND MY MOM DONT EVEN FUCKING CARE THAT I DONT FEEL GOOD SO SHE HAS TO HAVE THE FUICKING TV SO FUCKING LOUD THAT CHINA CAN HEAR HER FUCKING SHOW. I AM IN A BAD MOOD HAVE BEEN ALL DAY

THE ONLY TIME I AM HAPPY IS WHEN I AM WITH ZACH. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. HE IS THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN CALM ME DOWN.

I HATE EVERYONE LATLY AND ALL I WANNA DO IS RUN AWAY FROM EVERYONE. I NEED TIME FOR JUST ME. AND IT DONT HELP THAT I AM SICK AND BITCHY. I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE TODAY. THERE ARE ONLY A FEW PEOPLE THAT I DONT WANNA KILL..

AND I AM SICK OF FUCKING PEOPLE THAT THINK THE WORLD IS REVOLVED AROUND THEM. THEY NEED TO GROW THE FUCK UP AND I AM ABOUT TO FUCKING PUNCH THAT DAMN TV THAT NO GOOD FUCKING BITCH IS REALLY STARTING TO PISS ME OFF SHE CARES ABOUT NOONE OTHER THEN HERSLEF I AM GOING TO FUCKING FLIP SHIT

am i going to be in hight school forever??

well i am not saying that i am stupid. all i am saying is that the drama in hight school is going to follow me no matter where i go. people are stupid and think that drama is there life. i for one think that people around the world can not live with out drama.

i wish i could have a drama free life... but i guess i am shit outta luck cuz that is never going to happen no matter how bad i try. i could never be that lucky untill i die. and thats goes for everyone.

see i am living with my mom and i dont want to be thats drama number one, drama number two is i want to move in with my brother and i have to wait drama three my brothers is full of drama all the time. i could keep going but i dont have enough time.

see i wanna have a good life and i wanna be with my boyfriend but the thing is... he is in vinland new jersey and i am here is sidney ny... see how bad that sucks i am upset all the time over it but i will be ok soon whenh he moves up here... yay. :]

but anyways drama in school today iv had it and i bet it is not over yet the day has just started.. so all i have to say is i think i can make it through the day and if i do without loosing my head then i will be fine. i think that NICK needs a new girlfriend but that is me you never know

but i have to get back to work lol i am in auto... i feel like the sec today lol. ttyl homies :]

I LOVE YOU RICH KEITH MAYS ALWAYS ;]

ohhhhh happy days lol

well i am in a good mood today for some reason or another lol. gina comes home friday and i think i am going to be at my brothers all weekend i am not sure yet i am going to stop over and chill with them today and everything.

i talked to rich last night and i am hoping to talk to him again tonight but i am not sure if he is going to be awake he is working all the damn time and today is his day off. he is going to pay his fine off then he is going to come up here so i dont think that he is going to up here by my birthday and if i dont smoke untill my birthday then he is not going to smoke eather so i am going to see how that goes down lol

school yay

well i am in school right now in my last period of the day. and like idk i am in an ok mood i am soo waiting to talk to rich today when i get home at 9:00 i am going to try and watch werestiling at eva and shawns like i do all the time. i will tell my mom that i have to babysite today like i do all the time.

and me and rich were on the phone last night for like 2 hours holy shit we talk alot lol he was also drinking last night but it was only beer so its all good :] and i should tell him that he should not do anything to get into trouble if i cant that is only fair :]

but idk i need a smoke and i have to wait untill after school or some shit to go smoke a cigg and i dont want to wait anymore. lol i cant wait untill saturday i know i cant see him and i know its valintines day but i can still talk to him i hope i miss him like crazy. i love this kid with all my heart and more.

but i am going to be going to shawn and evas right after school like i do every damn day and then tomarow i will be there for the weekend :]
and then i can talk to rich at 9 untill saturday that is if i will be able to talk to him at all cuz he falls asleep all the time after he tells me that he is going to call me cuz he is an ass lol well i am going to go peace out :]]] <3333

depretion drama town

well i cant talk to rich cuz he wont pick up his mother fucking phone i am pissed as all hell nicks dad is a fuck face. everyone sucks balls and i hate everyone from now on. if sothing is wrong i am not going to tell anyone about it i will keep it tomyself cuz no one needs to know what is going on with me. i hate everyone they should all just leave me alone.

i am from now on anti social and no one is ever going to change that. so fuck you fuck you and fuck you

i am sick of the drama bull shit if anyone needs me i will be bleeding in the coner

GO TO FUCKING HELL

upset

well lets see i have not really talked to rich today.
he wont pick up my calls
he wont text me back
he prolly just dont wanna talk
or his bitch ass fell asleep again
so idk know
i hate feeling like this
i feel like i am puching him to hard to come up here
or even talk to me
he is prolly getting sick of it by now
and i dont blam him :[
i feel like shit right now :[
i wanna cry
i gotta go

tried

idk i might have a hangover but i did not drink that much last night. but eva and shawn are back and alica is here. and all that good jazz. but i talked to rich all day yesterday and he called me once when i was gone and i thought he was sleeping but i guess i was wrong.

and i am mad hungry. lol i cant wait untill 2:00pm cuz i am going to be4 calling rich and i am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy:]